Friday, October 29, 2010

Desert Living -16

Edifices in an illusionary world can not last long. Any discussion between the souls that weathered the turbulent recession period in Dubai recollect the horrific fall of the edifices of false pride and insensitivity with a chill in their spine. It took just a few days to see the turn around. Now, most of the projects that are completed with billions of dollars are lying vacant, waiting for any takers. Interestingly, these millions were borrowed money from foreign banks. When these foreign institutions suddenly took away all their money in a fine morning, the economy took a nose dive. The result of this reckless ‘development’ projects in Dubai was empty multi storied buildings all over the city and mentally shaken populace.

 Dubai

As Rajeev has been driving his car along the Sheik Zayad road, we spotted a cat lying dead right on the middle of the road. Sheik Zayad Road is the most used road in Dubai. It has 6 lanes towards each direction. Cars fly on this road- if there is any space available on the road. Almost all the big buildings stand tall on this road. The newly constructed Dubai Metro also runs parallel to this road for a good distance. This road connects Sharjah with Dubai and straight away leads to Abudhabi. As we drive past the pomp and flare of the illusionary world of Dubai, the rest of around 120 kilometers towards Abudhabi we could only see just desert all along. This reminded me of the life in Syria. The original inhabitants of this area live in makeshift huts elsewhere in this barren land along with their sheep and camels. These people are far connected to the rich world a few kilometers away. When we look back from the car , we could hardly believe that the jungle of concrete just behind us was built in a desert. We could see the high rise buildings and the flash lights from these buildings ascending towards the blue sky. In this jungle if anything smells so strongly, it must be the smell of the sweat and blood of Indians, especially the Mallus. They shed a lot of them in the process of building a dreamland.

 Dubai Roads

Back to the dead cat; Rajeev said the cat had committed suicide. He said animals have the tendency to end their lives themselves. Though I did not take his statement at face value, when I came back to my room, I searched in the internet about this phenomenon. There were scores of links in the net that suggest the self destroying tendencies in the animals. Whatever is said and heard about this, do the human beings allow the animals live till they could even think of committing suicide? Before that we end their lives after -administering extreme torture on them.

As the city of illusions was raging on, the inhabitants and the expats were just watching it with awe. Prices of apartments were skyrocketing. Houses on lease were a dream- like commodity for the working class there. Lease for a decent apartment was increasing by minutes. Scared ‘servants’ started running away from Dubai. They found solace in the nearby emirate Sharjah. Rents there were comparatively low then. So, those could not pay the lease amount through their noses had to flee to Sharjah. There were long queues of hundreds of cars on the roads that lead to Sharjah from Dubai. Everyone started living in the cheaper emirate and drive to the rich emirate for job. It used to take more than two hours to cover a distance of around 30 kilometers from Sharjah to Dubai in the morning time. Similarly in the evening the reverse flow takes equal time to reach home.

Even in the post recession period, this situation still continues. Even at 0630hrs in the morning, cars line up on the Sharjah Roads. Even though it takes more than two ours to negotiate the heavy vehicle movement, the lane discipline is maintained by Chackos, Renjiths and Rajeevs. There will be just as many vehicles in parallel as the number of lanes. They line up in queues and patiently inch forward towards their destinations. However, once we could cross Sharjah over to Dubai, congestion gets eased to a large extend. They say, no one resides in Dubai, that is why the roads are free there. Anyway, we can not declare this city a ghost city as yet!!

The FM Radios do a commendable service in keeping the expat Indians connected to their homeland. There are many Indian language radio channels there, especially in Malayalam. There are news broadcasts in every hour. People are updated with latest happenings in India through these news bulletins. There are so many RJs who can speak good Malayalam and also there are so many female and male voices that virtually vandalise this beautiful language. I used to wonder why these broadcasting agencies and TV channels depend on people like Ranjini Haridas when there is no dearth of people here who can speak reasonably good Malayalam. The old songs flowing out of the small speakers of the cars on the road take us to the land of coconut trees and the tiny piece of our own land there and then, over to the nest like hut in that land. We unknowingly succumb to a kind of nostalgia. The car may take a turn over to the parking lot of the airport. Park the car there, throw the key into it and buy a ticket on the first flight to the land of coconuts. The procession of memories may conquer us. Images of those mango trees, pristine backwaters, green canopy of paddy fields, grandmothers, ‘chiratta puttu’, ‘meen curry’ and those still rustic friends may flash past your mind. No wonder if any one is carried away by these memory invoking songs.

Though not influenced by the old songs, many expats did abandon their cars in the airport and ran away during the meltdown. Sitting on the bandwagon of ‘development’ of Dubai, all and sundry took loan and bought cars and properties. As the horror of recession started unfolding, these ‘rich’men and women found themselves gasping for oxygen. Fired by the employers, many a king became paupers overnight. Hundreds had no means for sustaining life in Dubai, forget about maintaining a car. The simplest thing they did was to park the car in the airport and flee. Unlike other gulf countries, we need not have an exit stamp to leave UAE. Exit stamping is an employer favouring instrument to keep the helpless employees on their toes.

 Dubai Roads Taxi

This time my taxi driver was a Taliban supporter. He gave a sermon about the jihad in Pakistan and Afghanistan and the emptiness and fruitlessness of life on earth . The true life is there at the Heavens. For reaching the Heaven at the earliest, he said he was willing to fight against America and other non believers. According to him, all those who were killed in the bomb blasts in Karachi or Lahore or Baghdad will definitely reach Heaven. He said all his relatives and friends, back at his home village in Waziristan are Taliban activists. He showed some video clipping on his mobile phone of some local Taliban leaders dancing to the tune of some crude drum beats. Please note…. morons are also driving cabs in Dubai!

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Kunjamma, my first guru


Another special day passed into memory. The veena clad Goddess of knowledge showered a lot of blessings on all of us on this special occassion. Another Vijayadasami day presented another opportunity to recollect the past. Every special day like this takes me to the sweet memories of the yesteryears. Whenever the sweetness brims in the heart, the soul craves for sharing - sharing the sweetness with you all. I shall not enjoy the sweetness alone, so I share it with you. If you have a little time to spare, come with me. Let us take a small walk to those golden days of our childhood.

 

Any Vijayadasami day can not be remembered without remembering Kunjamma. There is a famous writer Lalithambika Anderjanam in our literature. Everyone knows her, but I know one more Anderjanam- Savithri Antharjanam. She was fondly called Kunjamma by all who knew her. As the name depicts, she was a lady who preferred to be inside the four walls of her 'illam' and tried to lead a contended life with her husband and four children. She was no woman of great substance like the former Antharjanam but still she knew the world better than many other Brahmin ladies of that age.

 

Kunjamma taught us the Malayalam letters. Her illam was just opposite our house in Olavaipe. We were sent to her house to learn the letters. My elder brother and me daily spent much of our day time there. Kunjamma sat along with us at the forecourt of her illam and by holding our index fingers, wrote 'Hari' in Malayalam in the sand. The mesmerizing beauty of a great language was being unveiled there. We were taught each letters in the sand. From "Hari sree Ga Na Pa tha ye nama:" to "ksha" we learnt the letters under her guidance. She took every pain and showed a lot of patience while teaching us. She could successfully handle my short tempered brother with her right attitude.  Many many years later, when I became a father, I realized patience was the essence while dealing with children

 

She was not a professional teacher and she had never taught anyone else than us before or after we were with her. Kunjamma lived for many more years. We went on studying and pursuing higher studies . Many tides occurred in the backwaters of Olavaipe in the meantime, but who cared for this? Like the famous aim of Arjun in the Mahabharatham, we could only aim at the coveted degree certificates. Nothing else came anywhere near our eye sight. Otherwise, we conveniently ignored everything that was not useful in achieving the academic qualifications. After gaining the certificate, the aim was shifted to gaining a job and then to power and positions in the society. The quest for a fat purse and the trappings of a flashy life never ended since then. Kunjamma was pushed to the backburner of our memories in this run. The guru who gave us the first taste of knowledge could wait or in simple terms, she could be simply left un-noticed.

 

She used to organize thiruvathira kali on the thiruvathira day of the Malayalam month 'dhanu'. Perhaps the women of that locality had a chance to play thiruvathira because of her. Singing songs about gods and goddesses and dancing to their tunes,  they spend the entire night. As the age started catching up with her, she stopped this too. Thiruvathira kali is now a stage show item in any expat malayali's Onam festivals. Of course it is an item in the youth festivals too. In the age of ready mix commodities, this beautiful dance form also is available is packets. We had chance to have taste of "ettangadi" and the "thiruvathira puzhukku". In the deep corner of the heart, the taste of these special dishes lingers on. Can a burger or a pizza help erase this?

 

On every Vijayadashami day, we assemble in our temple premises. Our books after 3 days' of pooja inside the temple are returned to us on that day. After collecting the books, we sit in the sand in the temple premises and write "hari sree ga na pa tha ye na ma:". We did this till we were in college. Now a days I never get a chance to be present in our temple during this season due to various reasons. But still I write all Malayalam letters in a plain paper on every Vijayadashami day.

 

Kunjamma left this world without bidding adieu to anybody. She suddenly developed some bodily disturbances and was taken to hospital. Within a day of her admitting in the hospital she passed away. A peaceful death after a graceful life….that had had no consequences in the society.  What was her mission on this earth? Did she ever bother to count the bank balance? Did she ever bother about the bulls and beares of the stock markets? Perhaps she was not aware of these jargons those days!! She reared her children dutifully. She could infuse some positive energy to the people who spent their time with her. She found happiness in what she had. As our famous scriptures say, perhaps she was aware that,  at death  it is impossible to carry with us even the clothes we are wearing.

 

Lives of people like Kunjamma's teach us a lot. Wise men and woman may take leaves out of the lives of ascetic lives like hers. They make us think whatever we have on this earth is not ours and will never be others too. In the short time we spend here, we shall live a simple and honest life. When we disappear from the world one day, others must say why so early? Instead of Oh, at last!  May  the soul of my beloved guru rest in peace.

 

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